Well, still left three papers. Monday is study day and Tuesday is exam day and Wednesday is another study day, Thursday and Friday will be another exam days. After 10.30am of Friday I will be FREE and gonna leave this place for a month and welcome my cny!! I LOVE CNY and now I feel like CNY feel is around me;> Maybe is because I cannot celebrate it last year so I am really excited for this year's CNY! Ang Pau come more XD
Hmmm, have a small discussion with my coursemate today. I learned and I will do the last revision for it before I sleep so I can do my another revision tomorrow. Am so scared for the subject, I scare I have not enough prepare for it! Will try my best to do another more seriously revision on coming Wednesday before the exam comes. GA YOU EMILY you must do it! ;>
Should encourage myself more because no one will save you if you are making troubles. They maybe will advise you but they will not having the difficulties that you will get! YES, be more more more independent and I learn it in this 4 months time since I start my Uni life. The first thing is I can survive in a totally new environment by myself and I am now still learning to try to more adapt with it, without home-sicked. Hope I can do it in my next semester because I am not going home per week already. HOW SAD!
Lastly, feel sleepy after the stomach full and wish to have a sleep now. Will fat but I dont care larh. I just want myself happy and happier than before is OK. I dont mind how they say me after I am broke or maybe what he will think about me but I just wanna the tears dont fall it once more. I dont want so I am trying to make myself happier and happier. Appearance is important but it's not so important for me now because I dont need it right now. I just want to recover my heart but not fat! FAT is not scary, being ALONE is not scary, the most scary thing is YOU ARE SAD. So be more cheerful. You can do it without any relationship but love of friends and family. Their support is more important than the one who you like or who like you. Not easily to trust in a relationship now, I feel scare and I am really scare to get hurt once more. wtf##
Well, finish typing the long granny story and coming back to reality. Study now and sleep tight tonight~ Although I am not trusting the real love but I am still loving his love song. 大本钟 by Jay. Hmmm, why 十二新作 havent reach to Malaysia yet? Why always LATE?!!!
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