Well, it's not the point of this post, the main point of this post is...no point. LOL. I just came without any reasons but to release my stress. How do I knew about did I get stress or not? I had carry out some experiment on myself, p/s: not to call experiment but some of my experience. I will start to have nightmare once I start or had stess. It's start when I was in Form 6 if I am not forget. When I had not finish doing my revision, nightmare CAME! Different stories with a bad worst ending or content.
That's all that I want to share or to release is better.
Think a lot is still my sick that I doesn't want to left. I think a lot to make myself happier but then sadder again. Idk why I am so sensitive with every single word by him and I know that's not talking about ME. Not me, I know. So just continue to pretend although some of them ask me to ask for an answer but I dont wanna to have a bad answer, it's better that I think too much or let me stay in this position to make both of us not to be so awkward in the future. I am so serious, please. I am a new me, please.
Something funny I heard from somebody. She told me this funny story and it's really too obvious for the ppl who doesn't know us well or too common for the ppl who know us so so well?.... I have no idea on the coming relationship or do I still have the chance?. No idea, just hope that HE will be the one who love me by true heart and I love him so so much. Don't wanna to get hurt is what I wish at this moment.
Finish typing all those stupid stories, back to notes and booksss. BYE.
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